Where it happened: my cousin's house
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
We both were in second grade, she got me to go in the bedroom with her, she proceeded to get me to get me to put my dick in her pussy, I can’t remember anything great about it. I have tried a few times since to fuck her, but with no success, I haven’t given up hope.I told a friend of ours(female) about it, she said we were too young and it didn’t count. Well, she had two older brothers, and they tried to corn hole me around the same time. She also had an uncle who made me jerk him off, he had a huge diameter dick. When I was junior in high school I fucked this girl for the first time, I was so ashamed, and keep telling her I was sorry. I was hitch hiking home from basketball practice one day, an older man(lawyer) picked me up and insisted that he give a blow job, I was curios and let him do it. Later on my Dad brought a friend home(male), we sleep in the same bed, I was awakened by him giving me a blowjob, although I pretened to stay asleep.I dated quite a bit in high school, never getting past first base but once(above). I was shy,afraid to really get agressive.Iwent to college a couple years, was in the Army a couple years. I met my first wife, we dated a few weeks, broke up. I was really crushed, a few months went by and I met my second wife. We fell in love at first sight, we were together about ten months. We decided to get engaged, heavy petting, no sex. Her mother broke us up, I was from south, she was from east, I was protestant, she was catholic, that was mother’s reasoning. A few months later, I sent my first wife a Christmas card, she answered, we began writing, she came to see me (Feb), we spent a week together (no sex). I went to see her(Apr), she tried to get not to come. We went to the Drive In Theatre, she informed she was pregnant, I clutched the steering wheel for a few seconds, and said so we will get married,she said ok. I returned to college, packed my things and drove to her. She had an apartment, I rented a room and we got married two weeks later. In Aug we had a son, named him after me. The night he was born I spent the night in bed with a mutual friend of ours, tried my best to fuck her, but she wouldn’t. We were married almost 14 years, I had married on the rebound. We had two more sons. It is now 1979. The last two to three years I had started drinking I was very unhappy although I had a wonderful wife, during that time hanging out in bars, I met and fucked about 15 women. I heard from a mutual friend that my second wife was filing for divorce. I got in touch with her, and we started writing(Nov), we wrote and wrote(sometimes 3-4 times a day . We decided to meet in Feb, we talked for 4-5 hours, and I made love for the first time in my life. I decided to also get a divorce, we had a hot and steamy long distance romance for 26 months waiting on the divorces. We marrried in 1982, was in bliss, so was she, we finally married the loves of our life.She had a son 9, and a daughter 10. She was a teacher and very intense in her job. In 1986, I made a pass at her 16 year old daughter, and were separated for a couple weeks, she decided to stay with me. I was a manager of a small office and and an employee seduced me.She was a nymho and we fucked for seven years. Needless to say, we finally got caught, another separation for a couple weeks. She finally forgave me and we were back together. I went to counseling for about 6 years. In 2009, she was talking to her sister. Her sister had been hit on by husband’ sister’s husband on vaction, and she had never told her husband. This had happened a few years earlier, and my wife and another sister were always after her to tell him. In the conversation she asked her if I or another brother in law had ever hit on her. She said that I had tried to kiss her once> true I had, were watching a dull movie and she had her hand on my leg, she said no and that was the end of that. In January of 2009, she confronted me about it, and I admitted it, she talked of a legal separation, the next thing it was divorce. She filed, we continued to live together, I didn’t think she would go through with it. The divorce was set to be final in Aug.,I didn’t want to be around that day, so I went to her sister’s in another state. We had pre-arranged to go to Canada on a fishing trip with another couple(friends of sisters) We were gone a week, they had two bedrooms in the cabin, the sister and stayed in the same bedroom in twin beds. We returned to the sister’s home. (She was a widow) I told the sister she had made me very hot on that trip. She said why, I said you wore a see thru nightgown with no bra(pantys were on). She said she didn’t aim to. I failed to mention I had bought rubbers on the way up, I was hoping to screw the other lady, since I had been with the sister to her house once and she had given me a full view of her pussy while were visiting. The night we returned from Canada I got chest pains around 8 pm, I took two Advil, sleep about two hours, I woke up and the sister in law and I watched a movie. We then went to bed (separate bedrooms). At 4:30 AM I woke up with severe chest pains. I was able to get the sister in laws attention(other end of house) she came in and it took about 45 minutes to get some clothers on, she took me to the emergency room(45 minute drive) the next thing I knew, there was a foreign Dr telling me I was having a heart attack. It was small hospital, so they flew by helicopter to a large one.(they gave a gold shot). The next day my ex wife was there, she told me I was going to be ok, and when I got home we would try to get know Jesus better. The next day the sister in law came in, I asked where my ex wife was, she said she home, she found the rubbers while packing my things up. I spent a week in the hospital(had a stint putin). I went to the sister in laws and spent two days while my brother and nephew flew up to drive me home. I returned to my sisters to live. We put our house on the market and it sold quickly. I stayed at my sisters for six months, until I bought my own place. I have lived alone for 5 years now, I’m very lonely, have never dated. I still talk to my ex wife about every 6 weeks. She says I was the love of her life, but she could no longer live with my demons. I would love to get back with her, but it never going to happen. I think about my early sex life, if that is the reason I never could never stay true. I do know that I still love my second wife, and I have no real purpose without her. So long,lonesome and horny.
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