Where it happened: Boyfriend's Bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
It was a week before my 18th birthday and I had been dating my boyfriend ,Kyle, for about 3 months. I had always had a goal in my mind that I HAD to lose my virginity before I was 18, as if at 18 I was too old and no one would want me. At any rate, I wasn’t trying to force it because Kyle had told me a week before that he didn’t want to have sex for a while. While most girls would love a guy like that, I was pissed. I would never reach my goal. He hadn’t told me he loved me yet, but I was SO sure I was falling in love with him. It was a Monday afternoon in August and I was waiting for Kyle to pick me up. My parents called me into their to “talk to me”. At 17, I thought I had escaped awkward sex talks..apparently not. Basically, they told me to tell them if/when I had sex, so that they could get me on birth control. I assured them I wasn’t going to be having sex for a long, long time. About an hour later, I got picked up by Kyle and we went back to his house. We watched tv with his parents and sister for a while and then we went upstairs to his room so I could “help him unpack” since he had just gotten back from a family camping trip. I hadn’t seen him in about a week, so we climbed into his bed and put on a movie. One thing led to another and we were both naked. I was on top of him, his penis basically at the entrance of my vagina, when he asked if he should get a condom. I told him I wasn’t sure and that it was up to him, to which he replied it was up to me, I was the virgin. I told him to give me a few more minutes to think about it, and when he asked again, I told him yes. I got off of him and he put on a condom. As he was doing that, he grabbed an old towel and put it underneath me, telling me I might bleed a little and that it would hurt. I told him I already knew that, and I prepared myself for the pain. Surprisingly, I felt nothing when he entered me. Throughout the entire two minutes it lasted, I wondered when I would start to feel anything. When he was done, I asked him if that was it? Then I asked him if he was sure he wasn’t a virgin. He seemed a little disappointed, but I assured him it was good. A week later, the day after my birthday, he dumped me for a girl he had been cheating on me with the entire course of our relationship. It was bittersweet because, while I did accomplish my goal, I wish I had waited for someone I was sure loved me.
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