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Lost Love

Age when it happend: 17
Where it happened: His parents house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight

Well it all started when i met the most wonderful guy on my visit to california the summer before my junior year in highschool. His name was Blake he just graduated from highschool and we just kind of ran into each other. Well anyway we spent the most wonderful day togather exchanged phone numbers and email addys and got closer through out the year. the next summer i begged for another trip to cali to see him again. his parents knew all about me and were glad that blake had finally found someone that made him happy. my mom on the other hand had/has no idea that he exists she kind of thinks i took the trip to cali to “find myself” well i guess in a way i did.
i spent two weeks with him but i had to stay most nights in his sisters room because his parents are very religious people. one night though i don’t know how he did it but we had the entire house to ourselfs for 24 hours. i was like time to party! but ofcourse he had something else in mind. he cooked me diner and we cuddled up next to each other on the couch to watch a movie. i don’t even know what movie it was because we never watched it. he had decorated his parents room and bathroom with daisies and sunflowers because they are my favorite with white candles everywhere. i was so afraid we were going to burn down the house. i was a bit suprised by all of this because i was not his first and he had said he wanted to wait until he was married to do it again. i loved him very much and new it would be a long time until i saw him again so i was totally ready. he asked do you want to? and i just looked at him and nodded my head yes. we descided to hop in the jacuzzie there were bubbles and pedals everywhere he was so romantic. i was afraid that i would bleed alot so i was glad my first time was in the tub. we kissed each other all over and he said are you sure you are ready? and i said yes, i wasn’t stupid. he took it slow we were all over each other. he figgered me to loosen me up a bit and i very very SLOWLY put his 7 inches in. it hurt soooo bad. i mean it was hell until i was in heaven. the water started turning really red and i thought i was dying but then we both came and it was wonderful. we thought we were kinda icky from the messiness of the tub so we thought we should hop in the shower and this was no ordinary shower the this is bigger than my entire bathroom at home. we never stopped kissing and we descided to go at it again he sat me on this area of the shower and i put my legs over his shoulders and he went in again. the second time didn’t hurt as bad as the first but there was still blood. i didn’t think he was that big but i guess he was or i am just really tight. we preceeded to move into the bed room and do it on the bed. we slept for a few hours and then relized we had better clean up before anybody came home so we did and when we were done i feel asleep in his arms on his bed. i was so happy, it was and will be for some time the happiest moment in my life. i went home a few days later it was so hard to leave him but i knew the second i got home i would beable to talk to him again. we talked for another year and in a month i have planned to go to cali again for two weeks. however those plans have been terminatted. he died last week in a car accident and i leave in seven hours to say my last good bye. i love him so much and this is the most pain i have ever felt in my life. but i will remember him forever for being my first love and my first, second, and third time.
i love you blake. i will see you in heaven. – liz

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