Where it happened: His House
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
It was a tumultuous relationship almost from the very beginning. We started dating when I was 15 and a freshman in high school. Things started pretty slow. He was much more experienced than I was. I had only kissed a couple boys. The frist time we dated it lasted for about 3 weeks and nothing happened physcially besides some kissing. For some reason he was popular with older girls. So he was dating me but he spent more time with his senior girls. I don’t know if during that first 3 weeks he cheated on me, but I think he probably did. I was just to young and nieve to do anything about it. Anyway, he broke up with me after 3 weeks and yeah it sucked and I cried, but I got over it. Then when he realized I wasn’t pining over him he confronted me and said he wanted to get back together. Again because of my age and no other boyfriend experience I took him back. And just for the record that is one of the only things I wish I could take back because that one decision truly changed my life for the worse. I think there might have been another break up in their between the end of freshman year and the beginning of my sophomore year as well. My family was very religious and didn’t allow me to see him much so I’m sure he was cheating on me. At the start of sophomore year I was voted onto homecoming court and I of course asked Kris to walk me. The night before we were supposed to have court I got a call from a good friend of mine telling me that Kris had cheated on me the night before with a girl who funny enough didn’t graduate her senior year so she came back for a 5th year of high school. How classy. Then after I got off the phone with my friend the 5th year called me and confirmed that the cheating had occured. I called Kris and I think he denied it for like an hour then finally admitted it. I still let him walk me at corronation but I sure wish I would have asked someone else. For some reason I hated him but I had to have him. We went to homecoming together and then after the dance we went over to a friends house and started making out in every room that my friends mom wasn’t in. She would hunt us down and kick us out of each room. Finally we settled for the living room floor. My friend was sleeping (i think) on the couch. He was laying on top of me and telling me how much he wanted to have sex and how much he loved me. I think I was just trying to keep him with me and show him that I could do what his 5th year could do. Anyway it didn’t work out that night, I was too nervous. A couple weeks later we got into a fight over something stupid I’m sure. I told him to make it up to him I would sneak out of my house and walk to his house. I followed through and there I was laying naked on his waterbed… we tried several times but it just wasn’t working, I was just so nervous. Finally we were making out and he asked me what I wanted and I said I want you in me… I guess that’s all the motivation he needed because after that comment I was no longer a virgin. It seemed liked it lasted for forever. it was very painful. But he was very kind about it. He wasn’t over rough or aggressive. And I think in his weird world he really did care about me. We didn’t use protection, he pulled out and spooged all over my stomach. He got up and asked me if I wanted a towel to wipe up. I didn’t even know what cum was so I didn’t know I needed a towel. Here’s a piece of advise, if you don’t know what cum is you have NO business having sex. I did it for all the wrong reasons. I didn’t know what I was getting myself into. I wish I would have saved myself for the boyfriend I’m with now. I was in that bad realtionship with a guy who didn’t love me and who used and abused me. I am sometimes thankful for the experience becuase it allowed me to realize what I wanted in the future.