Where it happened: my room
Langauge: SPANISHHH
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I was with this guy , name shall not be said, and he was my first “real” boyfriend. you know, kissed on the mouth, hugging, tit action , occasional hand jobs.
he was always very pervy , and when we hung out we were always with a group of friends and all the guys talked about was sex.
i knew wat sex was cuz I’d seen porn and i had been told about it in sex ed and other girls. so i decided one day, fuck it ima do it.
he showed up at my house one day after school with a condom while my parents were out. after a little coxing i gave in.
it wasnt memorable it didnt feel good and i regret it every time i think about it.
cuz i later found out he cheated oin me with my younger cousin. i really liked him and i touhgt it would make our relationship stronger. not only did it break us us, but when he was done he left the condom wrapper on the bathroom sink and the actual condom in the toilet because my step dad came home and found him walking out of the bathroom. i got my ass beat and he pulled on his hood and walked out of m house.
dick!
the actual act went like this:
my younger brother let him in while i was doing homework and when he came into my room he found me in a tight tank top and and some hoochie ass shorts. i guess it turned him on. then i was embarrassed about the mess in my room so i made him wait while i took all the dirty dishes to the kitchen. when i came back he had put a porno in my dvd player and told me to watch it with him. we’d done things before and i knew the drill.
i called my parents to see wat time they would be getting home and after a reassurance of a good 2 hours i joined him in-front of the tv. he took my hand and placed it on himself while groping my tit. as i stroked him he saw the guy on tv was going down on the girl and asked it i wanted to do that. i said yeah, and he promised to eat me out if i went down on him. i said ok.
he got up, went to the bathroom, came back with a purple condom on his dick. i remember thinking he was so not cool with his purple kick sticking out. he told me to take my shorts off. then my panties. he wanted to touch me but i was too shy. he got on top of me and reached down to try and “find the dam hole” but couldn’t . i had to position it myself. it was tiny. he humped me like 10 times. and he busted a nut. i didn’t even know he’d finished until he got off and walked to the bathroom. i stayed in my room and put my clothes back on when he came into my room all pale and shit , ” your dads home and he saw me try to flush the condom.”
oh. shit.
i went out to the hallway to see my step dad staring at me soooo mad that his face went red and he turned around and smacked my brother. i got in and said to leave him alone. HE put his hood on and walked out the door.
when my mom came home my step dad snitch and i got an ass whopping with a cable wire.
the reason my step dad got so mad was cuz he tried to rape me every chance he got and when i started dating this guy i got the courage to fight hard to make the abuse stop. and to know that i gave myself freely to someone younger made him jealous.
i consider this my first time cuz it was the first time i gave it up willingly and with someone my own age that didnt make me pike with disgust.
i lost my innocence at 5yrs old, but i consider my virginity lost at 14, with the boy i loved at the time.