Well the first time i had sex i can really claim as a big mistake i shouldnt really call it that becuz i knew what i was doin but it happened and now its over with.We had went together b4 in the summer of 2003 and things didnt work outs lots of drama but we started messin again and he had a girlfriend and i didnt kno. I thought the only way i could get him back was to have sex with him. So i went over his house on a thursday and we tried it i was to tight so his dick didnt go in. That saturday i went over his house becuz his mom went to work and wanted sumbody to stay with him since he had just had surgery on his back a couple of weeks before( dont let that fool u). It was around 5:30 we went into his room and he said come on lets finish what we started so i took off my pants and sat there for a minute. He told me he was not gone force me it was my decision so i decided to go head and get it over with. I took off my shirt and pulled down my panties. He took on his clothes and put on a condom. He spreaded my legs by puttin one on each shoulder. He put his dick in my hole and tensed up. IT HURT SOOOOOOOO BAD!! i thought i was dying. then finally it was in my eyes were closed and i was moaning so LOUD. he was kissin me all over my face and neck then on my breast. We went for 30 mins. After a while he said i think ure starting to bleed but i was so into it i didnt even care then he finally busted and it was over. I sat there on his bed and cried and cried. I was cryin becus i realized i had made the biggest mistake of my life and couldnt take it back. After that we continued to have sex day after day. I was the second hand girl. (his girlfriend lived in NY) he considered her as wifey and me as a friend. I was a SEX PHENE!! he wanted and i did too every time we was together. We would have sex in his car and in mine. we had sex in my house in his anywhere. I LOVED HIM SO MUCH. eventually him and gis girl broke up and we continued to have sex. I got birth control and it slowed down my hormones and i wasnt horny as much. We had sex raw and it felt so good. But i got tired of cryin over him becuz he was breakin my heart. Iam a african americasn female and in our world things r very limited. I regret havin sex with him till this day becuz he took me thru so much shit. We stopped havin sex 3 weeks ago. To all the virgins out there BECAREFUL NIGGAZ WILL DO U DIRTY!!
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