Where it happened: House
Langauge: English
Sex: Male
Rating: 7
Category: Straight
This is something I’ve been wanting to get off my chest for some time and I’ve been in forums relating to this matter and seen so many shrinks about this, but the one thing I’ve never done was actually address HER about it.
As much as I hate to admit it, my first sexual experience was with my sister. The “official” version of how I lost my virginity, and the story I tell all my friends and girlfriends, was that I was 17, had a first girlfriend, etc, etc… And while that was true, before that I had actually had a very explicit, and ongoing sexual affair with my sister which, while I have got over it for the most part, still affects me from time to time…
Well here goes:
I was 13 and she was 11 at the time and we were indeed related by blood and she not either my step-sister or half-sister.
Anyway, despite the rumors, we were not from some backwater burg or rural area where incest is believed to be rampant, we were actually the only children from affluent parents and were pretty normal. I was 13 so naturally all I ever thought about was sex, and I was actually pretty popular with the girls in my school because, honestly, I was your typical rotten and spoiled rich-kid. But the more I thought about it, I determined that hated the girls my age because they all pretended to be more grown up than they were and because they were all spoiled brats.
My sister, however, was 11, and unlike every girl I knew, she was a kid and actually behaved like a girl her age should. And everyone I knew loved her, including me. We always got along and were very close. She had this mysterious quality about her that always made me like her, and she had this subtle beauty about her that made me more and more obsessed with her. In time I started to have sexual fantasies about her, and because my room peeked out over our backyard pool, I would spend whole afternoons with binoculars watching her and her friends swim around in their bathing suits. One time I even put a video camera in her vent to try to catch her changing or something, but she never came to her room before the tape ran out…
Finally the day came where I was watching a porn tape in my room, but I left the door open because I thought my folks and my sister were gone, and I was masturbating on the couch in my room, and my sister comes up from behind and says, “what are you doing?’
I was startled because usually I’m very careful, but this time I was literally caught with my pants around my ankles with my penis lotioned up and hard, and I was at a loss for words. She had no idea what was going on so just out of the blue I pulled up my pants with my erection still visible through my pants and asked her to watch it with me.
She was fascinated by watching the porn tape and after watching several of them, of which were my father’s, I begged her to put my penis in her mouth like in the porn. I was always maturbating during them and she liked to watch as though it was the normal thing in the world, and honestly I didn’t see anything wrong with it at the time… She refused at first because while she didn’t it was wrong per se, she thought my penis looked, “gross.” But after some coaxing I got her to lick it, then put the head in her mouth, and after a while she started to give me full blown blow jobs.
She looked so beautiful with my penis in her mouth that I was just dying to see her naked, and even though I had from a distance, and played around with her by pulling down her panties while we were much younger, but I haven’t seen her recently… I knew she had a cute butt from all the times I would watch her ascend the stairs with a skirt on, but she was really shy about me seeing her naked.
I finally said that because I let you see me naked, I deserve to see you naked, and then I one day while she was giving me a blowjob in my room, she didn’t resist when I tried to take off her shirt. She hadn’t started wearing bras yet, but her panties were pretty wet (I had no idea what this meant at the time…) and when I laid her down on my bed naked, I justed started dry humping her and slobbering all over her until she pushed me off. I calmed down after a while and must’ve kissed every inch of her body. The memory is still etched in my brain, that aftenoon when I knew the parents were working late. It was late afternoon and just starting to turn dark, and she just looked so beautiful in the dim light. Her skin was so soft, and the gentle breathing and slight moaning when I started to kiss up her thighs and closer to her vagina and breasts
just sent me to the moon. She turned away when I tried to kiss her lips though, because while we didn’t think what were doing was THAT wrong, we knew that kissing was a romantic act between man and women, and even though I was so stupid, obseesed, and horny that i wanted my sister to be my girlfriend, she didn’t feel the same…
Well in that same afternnon after I spent so much time just examining her, I wanted to smell her ass because I thought that girls’ asses didn’t smell, and then I started licking her ass, which she liked, Her ass, I remember VERY well, did not smell at all (which I thought was wierd), and when I turned her around I finally began licking her vagina. It was really wet, which I thought was wierd, but after a while I began to feel her vibrate and moan loudly. I had no idea what it was, but she loved it so much and encouraged me too keep doing it. So it began a cycle of her blowing me and me going down on her for about two months afterschool. After a few times of me going down on her, she finally let me kiss her and when our traveled, which they frequently did, we would sleep together in my bed kissing and playing with each other.
I had tried to get inside of her, but everytime I tried, all I got was resistance. I was pretty dumb at the time so I thought my penis went in her ass. But she would start screaming in pain when I tried, and when i tried her pussy all I got was resistance too, until once time I just stumbled in. My sister screamed out when I did and there was blood everywhere, but eventually we figured it out and started having sex regularly…
My cumming inside of her though felt so wrong the more and more we did it that we decided to stop cold turkey after about a year.
My sister and I then begain resuming normal lives with her having boyfriends and me haveing girlfriends, but I still get so jealous from time to time when I think about what douche is sleeping with my sister. She really is a beautiful girl who I’ll always be in love with, but sometimes it tortures me that society and my own personal disgust won’t let me have her.
I’m 28 and she’s 26 now and while she’s single, I’m married. We never discuss what we did as children, but since college she has in her mind that I abused her, and while I may’ve, I was just so stupid at the time that I just couldn’t tell right from wrong and sacrificed a normal sibling relationship to satisfy my horny teenage needs, so may God forgive me!
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