hey everybody I don’t know if all the stories told are true or not but I’ve got a completely different one …. story is that I am 18 and I’ve been in a mixed(boys&girls)school from the age of 5 until the age of 15 snd then in college 17.but.. I never held hands with agirl in a romantic manner which is really frustrating I live in an islamic country where it is forbidden to have sex before marriage …but a lot of guys make out with girls or even hold hands or kiss but I was brain washed by fundamentalists so at the time everybody was having fun with their lives and going out on dates I was praying and doing all the rituals even my consience torured me for surfing some porn sites once in a week or two I feel like crying …I feel like ending my life with my own hands …..I can’t make a healthy relationship with the girls in the college…even talking to them in the eye had become a real difficulty…..If u wanna get to know me log on elmasyeffendi.blogspot
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