Where it happened: His bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 6
Category: Straight
I have never had sex. My first guy has so far been my only guy, and what we did was not fucking. It was making love, as true and pure as making love can be. My boyfriend and I started going out at the end of June. In August, he finally went down on me. Before I went out with him, the most I’d ever done was make out with guys, so it was very frightning and upsetting for me. I felt like I had gone too far. I lay on his couch, wrapped myself up in a blanket, and cried. I said to him that this was all his fault. That was when he took my hand, looked into my eyes, and said “so break up with me then.” Astonished, I asked him how he could say such a thing. To that he answered “If you love someone, set them free. If they come back, hold on to them forever.” He kissed my cheek and told me that he loved me. I didn’t respond, but I calmed down and let him hold me.
To tell you the truth, the two of us were never really meant for each other. We cared about each other a lot, but we didn’t have very much in common, and he had somewhat of a temper, while I was sensitive. In September, we had a fight. I don’t even remember what it was about, but I was upset and we both talked about breaking up. We decided to sleep on it, and I came over his house the following day. We talked for a little bit, and he held me in his arms, and said that he never wanted to break up with me. We went upstairs to his room and cuddled, and held each other. We slowly started fooling around as we had done previously, and in no time my shirt, bra, and jeans were off. I stripped him down to nothing, and we just lay there, him on top of me, his penus gently rubbing against my pantie-covered crotch. He sucked gently on my breasts while I played with his genitals. Then he lowered himself on me, kissing my stomach as he went, and pulled my panties to the right, and then to the left, licking the sides of my pussy and then inserting his tongue into my vagina. My body was going into convulsions as he moved his tongue faster, and deeper. I grabbed his penus and tried to pull it towards my vagina.
At that point, he got off my body and lay next to me, leaving me in a breathing, convulsing frenzy. My blood was pumping, and I was coming like crazy. He pointed at his digital clock, which read 2:22. He asked me then to make a wish on what I wanted most. Without hesitation, I thought to myself, I want to have sex with him. I told him then that I loved him. He proceeded to get on top of me and slide my underwear off entirely. We didn’t have protection, and we were both aware of the risks, so we were careful. He put his penus on the outside of my vagina and pressed down on me with his body, kissing my breasts and my neck. He slowly put his penus inside me, letting just the head go it. I screamed with pain and pleasure. He was already very wet with pre-cum and he took himself out of me. We kissed, and he licked up all the juices in and around my pussy. We made out for a while, and then fell asleep together for an hour. After that, we went to his bathroom and he washed out my pussy with gentle strokes, and using warm water, which just made me more horny and made me release more juices.
After that night, we fooled around a lot, but we never really had “sex” again. We didn’t want to risk it. We wound up having anal sex several times, but none were like that first. We wound up breaking up in January because we kept fighting, and it was obvious that we weren’t meant for each other. It’s been almost a year since then and we don’t talk anymore. He says that he hates me and he won’t speak to me. I think he is just trying to cover up the hurt because of what he has lost. I know that what I have had to go through to get over him was difficult, but I am through with my journey. He is still yet to be on his way. His name is Tomer, and if you are reading this right now, I ask that you please contact me. You know who I am. If you’re out there, I want you to know that I still care a lot about you. I told you I loved you then. I meant that unconditionally. I will still be there for you no matter what.
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