Where it happened: outdoor
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
Okay so I know I should feel real bad…but not so much.. woops!.haha okay so there is this guy that I have pretty much liked forever. Like I’m talking this started in grade 6. We “went out” but we never really broke it off. It just kind of ended no questions asked nothing!! I still really liked him all through grade 7 but we drifted apart and had many arguments that left us with nothing to build off the next year. I felt like I would never experience him again and all that we could be together. He was my obsession. I found someone else crushed pretty hard but nothing came out of it except a few akward moments… but near the end of the year the drama department put on a play and I auditioned and so did he.. not to mention alot of other hotties haha. so we would always hang out after rehersals and had alot of fun. I was so comfortable with him and really opened up when we read scripts… I was only the understudy but when the main character was sick and I filled in I got to act out her part. The director thought me and the guy had alot more chemistry so she mixed around some parts and I became the lead… unfortunately the play was cancelled and me and the girls in the play got pretty upset. so we just layed in the feild and he gently stroked my back. I have never felt anything that strong for anyone before then in that moment. I fell for him hard. But still nothing came out of it I still liked someone else but at the same time I knew I would never forget him. The next year I rarely saw him and lost most feelings for him.. except when he would give me the occassional look and I would be mesmerorized and old feelings would rush back!. When I found out he might be moving I cried and tried to talk to him it was incredibly awkward and I think he felt I was doing it out of simpathy not love. The next year he was in my co-ed pe class and all my old feelings for him rushed forward, but still minus a few high testasterone hot hugs, nothing happened. All my bff’s knew but couldn’t really see why. I guess I couldn’t either too blinded. The following semester he was in my cap class and I almost fainted. I couldn’t help my feelings, on a couple of days we talked about grade 6 and everything came back.. probably for both of us. We constantly flirted and then went on a field trip with him and I pretty much fell right back in love with him. We hugged and flirted and ahhh what a weekend. One day in class we stayed late and talked and talked and talked. We talked about how awkward our break up had been without actually breaking up.. confusing I KNOW!! haha…. well anyways we walked home together.. well he walked his bike and I was the third wheel. At first it was kind of awkward but once we got the ball moving we couldn’t stop talking. We walked right past my street so I took the long way home and I prayed he wouldn’t notice. The next week he was at this party I went to. I had gotten in a bit of a fight with my bf and I thaught it was over or semi over. either way things were going well with this guy and I knew this might be my only chance to really talk to him. I knew I would leave my bf in a heart beat even for a chance with this guy. The party was getting intense so I asked him if he wanted to get some air and take a little walk. We sat on the curb and talked. he knew for the moment I wasn’t with my bf and I found out he still had feelings for me. We went back inside and said goodbye and he walked me home, well sort of. He took me to the park by my house.. it had been our spot!.. and we went and sat up by the slide and slid down a couple of times before we had a tickle battle.
~~ we ended up on this little ledge. It was dark and cold so I just held him close to me. He smelt absolutely amazing. We layed for ages before I said I should probably get going. He said he would make it worth my way to stay so I said how in a cheeky voice and pretended to leave. Luckily (and maybe intentially) I forgot my purse there. i came back and he grabbed me so I couldn’t go I asked him to stop only kidding but he did and we were both still and i looked into his eyes… you know the drill>>>. and he kissed me and this was our first kiss together.. well to the extend of it… I mean we had felt.. ALOT but nothing to serious. We started really making out when he took off his shirt and then we thought we heard someone coming… so we moved it under this covered area where I took off my shirt and we began exploring each other. Everything felt amazing.. I mean my bf had gone down on me and we had made out but nothing as amazing as this moment. I felt alive. soon he was down to nothing and I wasn’t any better. I didn’t have a condom but I was still really disapointed that we couldn’t go all the way. I wanted him so bad. I had never given some one a blow job before or even a handjob. I did a mixture of both I guess. I slid my hands up and down his shaft and cupped his sack. he was big strong hard and black and everything I could have imagined and more. I started to get my mouth involved and licked all the way from his shaft to the tip. He unloaded pretty quick. luckily I hadn’t had it in my mouth at the time… cause I didn’t knwo what to expect and then spit or swallow.. something I didn’t really want to think about. We held each other for a while and then I decided I should go home I knew I would be grounded and so did he.. but it was worth it for both of us. I went home and masturbated he didn’t quite hit the spot. Thank god my parents hadn’t been home. They called saying they were going to be out all night.. I said I was in the bath when they called earlier and before that walking the dog. I called him later to see if he wanted to go steady cause then I would break things off with my bf. He said he wanted to talk and i met him back at the school. Well I came prepared this time. condom in hand I ran to the school when I got there he told me everything i wantec to hear and we became a couple. We made love under the stars that night. And thats what I would call it love. He was gentle yet passionate, he made sure I wanted everything and he delivered. this was a million times better then masturbating and it was a moment I will never forget and I hope you will never be presured into anything. I know I would have regreted sleeping with my bf of the time cause I knew I didn’t love him.. I barely knew I liked him! thank god for the opportunity to share this moment with the love of my life. He has moved on to a university in another country but I strill have feelings for him and always will.. He was my first love!
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