Where it happened: Foster Home
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 8
Category: Straight
My first time was not a great experience. I’ve read submissions on this board and you have to know that they just can’t possibly be true.
I as 15 and in the foster care system. My parents were killed in a auto accident when I was 10. In foster care, you re never really in one place for long. The summer that I as 15 I was living with this family in Arizona. There were two other kids there. We talked a lot and got to know eachothers stories. Kyle was 16, and Amy was 11. Kyle was pretty cute, but he was kind of seeing this girl he had met at school that previous year. He came home from a date one night and I was sitting out on the porch because it was too hot in the house. He walked up on the porch and asked why I was sitting out there by myself. “Too hot inside.” I told him. I asked him how is date went. he said it was good. He asked me if I ever had a boyfriend, I told him not really. He said the the kid next door really liked me (a brainy boy named Curtis whose father as a preacher.) I shrugged he’s ok.
Well after a couple of weeks, Curtis asked me to walk down to get icecream with him, and I agreed. This kinda started up “dating” I guess. We hung out, talked, and went to the movies together. After about 2 months school was getting ready to start again, and the night before school started he asked to kiss me. I as kinda nervous but we kissed. Kyle saw us and teased me about kissing Curtis. I was kinda embarassed. Curtis and I dated all school year. Christmas break was coming up and everyone was excited about having winter break. Curtis was walking me home from school, by this time we had done a lot of heavy petting, and fondeling but had never gone all the way. He was a preachers kid so it shcoked me that he had even done the heavy petting and fondeling (wasn’t he supposed to be pious and “pure”?) He parents had to go to the church to set up for the Christmas pagent. Curtis asked if I would like to come over to watch a video. I agreed. His parents were getting ready to leave, and his mom made sure we had Pizza and soda’s before they left. the family room was in the was where the TV was in the basement. SO they left and we started the video. Curtis wasw holding my hand then he started wanting to kiss, we kissed and things led to another until we were into some really haevy petting and fondeling. I had let him put his hand in my pants before, so I just let things happen, this time too. So was really, kissing me and then said. “Do you want to try to do it?” I looked at him and actually said “Do what?” he kinda looks at me and says “you know… “it”.” I couldn’t breath, I did n’t think I was really ready. ‘He said “we’ve done everything else.” I told him “I didn’t know for sure.” so e kept fondeling and kissing. He was sucking on my breast, and rubbing his hand between me legs. He begged me “please lets try it.” My head was swimming. So I said “ok” he started slipping my jeans and my panties down. He pushed me down on the couch and started to get between my knees. I told him to stop. he looked at me and said “you said ok.” “what about getting pregnant?” I asked. I still had not really figured out the whole cycle thing. He told me just a minute and ran up stairs and got a condom from him mom and dad’s room I guess. he came back down and started kissing me again. He already was aroused, but I was really nervous about what I had agreed to. He put on the condom. and started in kissing me and sucking on my breasts.
Have you ever done it?” he asked. “no of course not!” I asked if he had he said “almost once” What the hell is that supposed to mean I wondered. He crawled between my knees again, and said this will probably hurt and tried to push into me, It did hurt a lot but he wasn’t able to push in at first. Tears were streaming down, my cheeks. he said Give it a chance. he kept pushing and eventually, got in a little, I tried to push him off and said “no stop, it hurts to much.’ he tried pushing in again, but had no luck. so he stopped and acted mad, but we finished watching the movie, We got redressed. about a week later we were at the lake and he asked if I wanted to try again, I remembered how much it hurt trying the first time, and told him “no” after a few weeks more summer was comiong again, and he had convinced me to try again. When we did he was able to penetrate me, it burned and hurt like nothing I have ever experienced. and it seemed to take him forever to finish, but in reality he didn’t last that long. I didn’t bleed the first time, but did the second time, the second time hurt almost as much as the first. I had to move again in the middle of the summer, we did not stay in touch, but I would never want to have to “re-do the first time again.”
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