Where it happened: My bedroom
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 1
Category: Straight
Okay, everyone makes a big deal about losing your virginity and all, but you know what? I did also, I think now, that it’s over with that I actually regret it, because now…… I don’t even know if I love my boyfriend.
It happened during spring break, me and my boyrfriend planned for him to sneak into my window in the middle of the night, he came around 3:00 am, we started kissing he took off my shirt and we held each other he then asked me if I wanted to make love, now I went to his 2 times before and he asked me before, and I said no, so again I said no, we just kissed, then it was around 6:00 and he said that he should go home, and I said okay, he kissed me goodbye and I went to sleep, then we planned that he came again the next day, now this time he came around 1:00 and we kissed took off our shirts and he asked me again, this time I said yes, I felt I really loved him and he really loves me, he kissed me and pulled off my panties, he took off his boxers, and he put his penis in, he had trouble putting it in, and when he put it in, it hurt so much, he stopped and asked if i was okay and he started to go deeper in, I tensed again, and he stopped, then after a while he went in deeper then finally all the way, he moved in and out really slowly, he finally came and he pulled out, tell you the truth I didn’t feel a thing, not aroused or anything, I just remember feeling uncomfortable, we’ve done it alot of times after that, but……. I don’t know it doesn’t hurt anymore, and it doesn’t feel uncomfortable, just I don’t know, I have no feelings, I’ve never climaxed. But now I regret it, I always wanted to save it for marriage for my husband but that won’t happen now.
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