Where it happened: College
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I was stupid and I hope by reading this, I can make someone really think about this before they get into trouble. My advice is to wait until you find someone you love and wait until marriage. So here goes: I am blond and fairly athletic, but consider myself to have a decent body. I had accidently found some of my parent’s hidden stock of porn and had experimented with masturbation, which sort of led into curiosity, but I stayed out of trouble during high school and started into college. About my 2nd year is when I lost my virginity to someone whose only goal was to use me. It was a hot summer Friday afternoon after class and I was at my apartment pool in a two piece bikini that had strings that held everything together. There were a couple of African-American guys who went to the same college I went to as I had seen them around campus and we struck up a conversation. There was one who seemed to be sort of the leader of the group and he was built really well. I think he was on the baseball team and he and I seemed to hit it off fairly well. He had a wonderful smile and I do have to admit, a gorgeous chest and abs and he seemed so carefree with his conversation. We talked for a couple of hours and agreed to meet down at the pool after I got off work the next day. I have to admit that I felt a little attracted to him and just felt like I could trust him and he made me feel comfortable. If only I had known better…. Anyway, I met him and his friends again that next afternoon and talked and swam and played around in the water a little until the sun started going down. During the playing, he and I got close a couple of times and one time he picked me up in his arms and I felt his touch me and it almost felt like a tingle. We all agreed to head up to his apartment afterwards and hang out. We grabbed our towels and I thought I needed to head up to my apartment and change first, but he said don’t worry about it and no one else was changing, so I just went up in my bikini. We all just watched TV, talked, and listened to music for a little bit. All of his friends grabbed some beers in big bottles and he handed me one. I had drank wine coolers and a glass of wine or two during meals, but overall wasn’t a big drinker like some of the people on campus. I drank about half of the bottle before I knew it and over the evening, slowly finished the whole thing. I guess I was just a little dehydrated from the sun and didn’t realize how much it would impact me and I was more relaxed as the evening went. Over time, his friends just sort of filtered out and eventually it was just he and I sitting really close on the couch talking. He was still in his shorts and shirtless and I was in my two piece with a towel wrapped around my waist. I guess he sort of noticed that I was looking at his chest and stomach a lot during our talk and over time he edged closer to me. Before I knew it, we were really close and actually side by side with one of my arms between him and the back of the couch, so I only had one free arm. He looked at me with a smile on his face and leaned over and gently kissed me. I would not have normally let someone do that, but again, the alcohol made me a little more relaxed than normal. His kiss felt really good and I let him linger and his kisses got a little longer. As time went along, I could feel his hand touching my stomach and it really tingled and felt good. I let him gently touch my stomach, but over time his hand seemed to drift up and lightly touched my breast. I took his hand with my one free hand and pulled it back down to my stomach and he seemed OK with it, at least for a little bit. We continued kissing and his hand drifted up a little at a time and he was touching my breast again. I didn’t resist so much this time because I was starting to get a little excited and I guess he felt my resistance down, so he continued. His kisses slowly moved from my mouth to my neck, to my ears, and back to my mouth, and every kiss seemed more and more passionate. I was really starting to like how his body felt as he leaned into me while we were kissing. I know I was letting him go further than I normally would ever do, especially since I had only met him the day before, but I guess due to the alcohol, I was a little too relaxed for my own good. His eyes met mine and he gave me a big kiss on my lips again and while he was doing that, I felt a small tug on my chest and my top started to slide down because he untied the string. I reached up to catch it, but his arm was in the way and he started moving his kisses to my ears and neck again. I felt a little nervous, but at the same time, the kisses and his touches were making me really tingle and I don’t know why, but just let it happen. His hands were slowly touching my stomach again and lightly touching my breast and nipples and it really felt good. I think I actually moaned a little and I guess he sort of recognized my surrender to allowing him to continue to touch me. His lips slowly started going down my neck to my chest and his lips lightly touched my nipple and then his tongue slightly flicked the very tip and around the edges and that really made me hot. He just seemed so relaxed and just felt so good that I stopped resisting totally. He kissed both breasts and played with them with his tongue and I totally lacked any urge to stop him. He asked me if I was OK with everything so far and I stupidly told him yes and he kissed me again. By then, my mind was totally in overdrive with sensations. I didn’t even resist when he picked me up while we were kissing and took me into his bedroom and laid me down on his bed so we would “be more comfortable.” After he laid me down on his bed, he went to his bathroom for just a few seconds, which I thought was a little strange, but by then, I was a little too light-headed to really care and he came back out with minty breath, so I just figured he just wanted to get some mouthwash or something. He started kissing me again and I just sort of dismissed all my common sense. He started down my chest again and spent a few moments on my breasts, but also started kissing down my stomach. His hands were rubbing my legs at that point and seemed to drift to my inner thighs and touched between my legs slightly. I reached down with my hands and took his again to stop him, but by then, it was just useless; I was way too excited. His kissed went further and further down and before I knew it, he pulled my bikini aside and his lips and tongue touching my vagina and it was totally incredible. I reached down and tried to push his head away, but it was very little to no effort. I guess he knew he had me when I stopped pushing and started rubbing his head to pull him more to me. Before I knew it, my bikini was totally untied and his tongue was starting to really flicker around. I was really moaning at that point, which I guess told him I was totally his and he stayed down there for quite a while. I could really feel the pressure of an orgasm building up, and he seemed to know that and never let it happen. He would really go and then slow down and I was doing some serious moaning. He started kissing up my stomach again, but left his hands to rub me down there and I was in total body tingle. He stopped at my breasts again and between his hands rubbing and touching me and his mouth and tongue teasing my breasts, I was about ready to explode. He started kissing my neck again and then came back up to my face. I’m not sure how it happened next, but during the time he was orally playing with me, he must have taken off his shorts. He kissed me really deeply and I could feel something touching me and I thought it was his fingers, but he pushed himself inside me quickly and I was so wet, there was nothing to stop him. I felt a sharp pain and tried to cry out, but his mouth was totally covering mine and his tongue was deep in my mouth, so it just came out as a squeal. He was totally inside me by that time and one of his arms was on my shoulder and the other was lifting my leg up. His mouth stayed on mine and he didn’t move his dick at all, but just kept it really still deep in me and the sharp pain just turned into a burning sensation after a few minutes. He kissed me for a little while and even wiped the tears from my eyes with his free hands. I should never have allowed this to happen, but I guess the beer had more effect on me than I thought. After a few minutes, he started sliding in and out of me and the burning was still there, but not so much and I actually felt like I was totally filled up. Each thrush of his brought the tingling back and with the burning decreasing a little, I actually had a small orgasm, but it was bigger than any of the times I had done it myself. His thrusts because faster and faster and suddenly he pushed himself into me and groaned and I felt something really warm and moist inside of me and that sensation pushed me into another orgasm. I was so light-headed and exhausted at that point that I must have totally passed out after that second orgasm. I woke up with him still on top of me a couple of hours later and realized he was actually still a little inside me. I crawled out of under him and when he came out of me, it was really sticky and felt a little gross. I went to his bathroom and looked into his mirror and I was totally shocked. I had a couple of hickies around my breasts and neck and there was blood and some white sticky stuff coming out of me and it hit me that I had just lost my virginity and had unprotected sex with a guy. I cleaned up as much and as quickly as I could and came out of the bathroom. He was awake by then and reached out to me and I just sort of let him pull me to him and he kissed me again and told me he loved me and I was stupid and fell for his every word. Over the next several weeks, we ended up in his bed several times and he showed me several ways of love making and positions and even giving him oral sex. One strange thing is he always went to the bathroom before we did anything, but I just figured he wanted to freshen up for me, which in my happiness, actually thought was cute. One time, he even talked me into letting him videotape us during our lovemaking and although I was uncomfortable with it, I gave in. I was innocently “in love” and he just sort of made it seem OK. I don’t know why, but I didn’t even factor birth control into anything, I guess I was just a little too naive. Over time, I noticed when I passed a couple of his friends in the halls at school, they would mention that I looked really hot, but I didn’t think anything about it because we all hung out together at his apartment and the pool a lot. Well, one time, one of his friends passed me and mentioned that I had a cute birthmark. That hit me like a ton of bricks, because there is only one way you could see my birthmark and that was when I wasn’t dressed. I stopped him and asked him how he knew it, and he just grinned and walked away. I went immediately to the guys apartment and he was there. I confronted him about it what his friend had said and he took me to his room and pulled up a video on his computer. It was the first night we had sex and it appeared he had a lot of cameras throughout his room and caught every angle and every moan I made. It turned out when he went to his bathroom, he was turning on the cameras with remote controls. And that’s when his demeanor sort of changed. He told me that he had just given his friends copies of our “times together”, but unless I wanted to have those videos released to the world, I had better do what he said. He said if I tried to tell anyone, he would just show them the video we had made and tell them I was totally aware of what he was doing. I suddenly felt like I was going to be sick and realized he had turned me into his little white blond porn star. He started making me do a lot of videos with him, but this time, the cameras weren’t hidden and sometimes his friends were running them. He even had scripts for me to follow. After a couple of times, he presented me with a script and he basically made me have sex with him while giving another friend of his a blowjob. I had never had anal sex before, but he made me and it hurt like crazy, and before I know it, another of his scripts had 3 guys. He was in my vagina, one of his friends was in me anally and I was giving a blowjob to another with several of his friends taping. I had seen this before on one of my parent’s porn videos, and it hit me that I was now actually the star one of those videos and I felt so ashamed. A couple of days later, I just moved out and disappeared. I started getting sick in the mornings and of course, I was pregnant with his baby; one last insult. I don’t know what I’m going to do, but I wanted to write this to tell all of you girls to really think about your actions before you make a huge, stupid mistake like I did. Wait and be careful!!
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