Where it happened: bathroom
Langauge: english
Sex: Male
Rating: 6
Category: Straight
In the 5th grade, I heard my buddies talking about “jacking off.” I didn’t know what it meant. Later, while singing in church, I would get erections I couldn’t control. I would tell my parents, “my peeer got straight.” I didn’t associate an erect penis with sexuality.
In the 6th and 7th grades, I saw girls developing breasts, but that didn’t particularly excite me. One time, a well developed girl walked in front of us and a buddy said, “she’s stacked like a brick outhouse.” I thought that was a put down and defended the girl, because i thought she had a pretty face. I would never compare a pretty girl to a bathroom.
I had always been focused on faces. I didn’t associate a woman’s body with pleasure. In fact I was unaware of the pleasurable sensation of ejaculation.
I was in study hall in the 8th grade. Some buddies started talking about masturbation. I didn’t know what it was but they described it. I decided to try it for myself.
I imagined that a woman is slippery, so I had to make my hands slippery. I found some Vaseline. I found that if I rubbed it between my hands, it got warm and slippery. Finally, I stuck my penis between my hands and began to push back and forth. I had never felt anything so pleasurable! I kept rubbing until finally, for the first time in my life, I felt an ejaculation. It wasn’t huge, but I saw my white creamy semen burble out of the slit at the end of my penis. Later, I would experiment with mineral oil and soap. One time, while masturbating in the tub, I shot semen into my eye. I’ve found that K-Y jelly, moistened with water, feels more like a woman than anything.
From then on, I was hooked. My imagination went wild. I looked at women in a different light. I imagined what it would be like to have a woman of my own. I ejaculated nearly every day after that.
I lost my virginity to an experienced woman at a rather late age for most males. I am happy to say that I gave her three orgasms to my two. She even apolized for not being able to wait. Talk about a compliment! She said she was amazed it was my first time. She said I was “gentle, but firm.” Did she ever make me feel like a stud! I am so glad that I didn’t ejaculate quickly the first time I had sex. I am so glad I got to hear the sound of her orgasm and to hear her express her gratitude for getting an orgasm. I am glad I didn’t feel selfish for having simply used a woman and then forgotten about her. I truly loved her and wanted to marry her, but my parents didn’t think she was right for me. I still think of her and wonder how she is doing.
I believe love and sex go together, but I also know how strong the sex urge is. I’m thankful that I was able to satisfy my sex urge through masturbation until a woman who was in love with me chose to share sexual pleasure with me. It was no longer a fantasy. It was real. I was amazed.
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