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Tammy

Age when it happend: 19
Where it happened: his house
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

Well mý first time wasn’t great or romantic, in fact it was more against my will than anything else! One day I went to the park to meet an old classmate from middle school I had been talking to, we walked around, swung on the swings, goofed off, and he kissed me. I was hooked after the first kiss ;). He then invited me over to his house to watch a movie so I went home first and told mom I was goin to the gym ha. When I got to his house he put on a scary movie(I hate scary movies) and he held me while we watched it curled up on the couch. Then we started kissing and I straddled his lap and we kissed more deeply. He took off my shirt and bra and started sucking my nipples and kissing my neck(I love to be kissed on my neck!). After a while of that he lays me down on the couch and takes off my pants and underwear. He then puts a finger in me while we are still kissing. He then asks if I’m on birth control or anything or does he need to use a condom, I was on birth control so he didn’t! That’s when I tell him I have never done this before and he looks at me and says let me get a condom. When he returns he fingers me a few seconds then I feel something pushing and a lot of pressure at the opening of my vagina(it felt more than his fingers). The next thing I know he has entered me and is asking are you sure you wanna do this and I replied not really I’m scared and I’ve always wanted to lose it to my husband. Even after I say this he keeps on going in and out and it hurts like hell:'(. When he is done he throws my clothes at me for me to put back on and we watch the movie. Soon he is ready to do it again and I say no I’m sore but he does it anyway. After the second time we watched more of the movie and after a while I said I have to go & he said no you don’t and I said yes I do I’m supposed to be at the gym and home 30 minutes ago and he says so what you’re already late and it takes 5 minutes to get home so let’s do it again and I say NO but he says no means yes and I said NO, no means no! Next thing I know my shirt is off and he lifts me up off the couch and takes my underwear off and enters me again! After I put my clothes on and left! I cried the whole way home! I never bled because I used to be a gymnast & had already broken my hymen but I was sore the next day! (btw he is an mma bodybuilder that’s why I couldn’t get away from his grasps on me)
I regret this everyday of my life and thankfully I didn’t get pregnant cause the 2nd & 3rd time he didn’t use a condom!
A month later I went to get my hoodie from his house that I had left that night and he threw me on the bed and even thru my pleas to tell him stop I don’t want to do this he gets my clothes off and enters me! All I could think was please stop it hurts, about 15 or 20 minutes later he stops! He came in me that night and the next 2 weeks was the MOST stressful and nerve racking weeks of my life waiting for my period hoping I wasn’t preggo! But thankfully I wasn’t and I’m never even talking to him again because of what he did to me! The funny thing is he is my ex’s best friend and my bestest guy friends beats his ass at mma practice cause he is the only one who knows what he did to me! So he takes it out on him for me on the mats! I’m never having sex again til I’m with the guy I’m gunna marry and even then it will be hard to trust any guy again!

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