Where it happened: Moms house
Langauge: English
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight
I was playing hide and seek when the door locked my legs were spread and the young 13 year old boy raped my 7 year old body. This is not the story .
Being afraid of boys sexually kept me dressed because I equated pain with sex. I had lots of friends boys and really wanted to be mysterious and sexy . I just couldn’t let any one touch me. I started smoking pot , and drinking, which loostened me up for letting boys touch me in college. I fell in love and married a real nice guy right out of college. Our wedding night was fine untill he put his hand on my bare breast and I had flash backs. He was the first person who I told about the rape. He knew the other boy as they had lived close. We did nothing on our honeymoon. But get to know each other better. I started to give him showers and I became comfortable with his body. I slowly began to undress and walk around the house with less clothing on. We kissed and held each other and I trusted him. It was a week after the wedding I let him pull my pink panty off. I told him I was sorry I wasn’t a virgin for him. This was a big step and as far as I went . We slept nude the next night together. My poor husband was masturbating every night and taking cold showers. My mind was screaming and I pushed aside my past thoughts as I allowed my husband to touch me down there. I was not arroused or stimulated. I got drunk and high and asked him to have his way with me . My husband refused to have his first time with me like that . I felt so bad for him. When you are ready he said it will be good for me. He was sitting up reading in bed . I saw his erection so I KY ‘d my self and boldly straddled him and lowered. My mind wet crazy with flash backs and I was loosing it. He held hands softly and said calmly it’s me not him . He is leaving forever . I am staying . So I repeated what he said in my mind, then with my mouth. So the past is now mostly gone. Sex with my husband is very nice . Don’t let a Rape keep you from experiencing life . Cindy
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