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wish i can take it back

Age when it happend: 19
Where it happened: not my house
Langauge: english
Sex: Female
Rating: 5
Category: Straight

I always thought my first time would at least be somewhat romantic or someone i loved.well guess what it was neither.i always thought i had good judgement well not this time. i call myself a good girl cuz i am i really aint kiss anyone till i was 18.im smart and very caring but that day changed me forever. the person i lost virginity to was a piece of shit.i was talking to this guy at work he was older than me but it was just for fun.i was initialy was using him to get me drinks.we talked hung out an i would spend nights.he would go down on me (it wasnt good at all the worst) sumtimes. well one morning we got up and he wanted to go down on me. i thought if he did it enough it would get better.wrong again! well he was doing that an he asked cuz he just stick it in a little. i was like sure being sarcastic an was plannin on stoppin him if he tried. so he pull his little penis out and start pushing it against my vagina an it hurt.so he you want me to ntop cuz i can see that you in pain i say yeah.so this ass hole pushes anyeay i tell him to stop but he doesnt.so im like whimpering an in pain and i figured if he hear how much pain im in he’ll stop. but he didnt he just kept goin an i was like in shock an kept my mouth shut.so before i knew it i just hear him moaning and feel him pumping.not inside me but against me.an thats when i realize he was inside me an i just lost my virginity.he did now consider my feelings or if it felt good or not.he just pumped wildly an damn there knocked me off da bed. im making noises cuz it hurt and it didnt feel like he was inside of me at all.it just felt like nothing but pain. it happend to quick before i knew it he was done an pulling his dick out and cuming on my pussy. then going wow hat was great laughed a little and got up and went to the front.an just left me there with my mouth open in pain and wit his nasty as cum on my pussy i couldnt believe he just did that and didn even ask could he cum on me.to make it worse i know that condoms are my best friend but he didnt even use one. i didnt even want to do it. i always wanted to want to have sex my first time but it didnt happen that way.i regret it every day and want to take that whole day back.but i cant all i can do is regret the choices i made.

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