I was at soccer camp for two weeks when I . I was a real outgoing kinda kid and had a lot of friends. The week of camp I came down with what I think was the flu and had to stay in the nurses station overnight. One of the college students who were acting as our coaches was to spend the night with me in the nurseing station since I was the only kid sick. That evening he sat by the bed talking to me about his sex life. I was so sick I just let him talk. He asked if I wanted him to put cool damp towels on me to cool me down and I agreed. He wet some towels and came back to the bedside. Without asking he reached down and pulled of my pajama bottoms and briefs in one swipe. I was to shocked to say anything. He covered me from chin to toe with wet towels and rubbed them tight to my body. He kept rubbing my crotch area until finally slipping his hand under the towel and started feeling my private parts. He started jacking me off (as I now know what he was doing. I had experienced erections and had already learned touching myself when erect felt good but I had never experienced a climax or ejaculated. Our family was very religious and it was something we did not talk about let alone do. I remember feeling hot as he started to masterbate me but I just layed there and let him continue. I remember being embarassed and not wanting to look at him. I remember he just kept talking to me like nothing was happening. I realized this wasn’t suppose to happen and I did not get hard at first. He just kept stroking me and soon I was having feelings I never had before. I had forgotten how bad I was feeling and my hips trust up and I wanted him to do it harder and faster but he just kept the same slow pace and I just kept quiet starting at the ceiling. Soon he removed the towel covering my hips and put his month on my penis and started sucking my penis and testicals. I wanted him to stop cuz I felt like I was going to explode. It wasn’t long after he went down on me that I started to gasp for air, trust my naked hips into his face and moaning. I was totally out of control. I remember all at once I seem to be vibrating all over and shaking from head to toe. It was like every part of my insides was being pumped out through my penis. I reached an orgasam but it was like the dry heaves. You vomit but nothing comes out. I must have fallen asleep cuz when I woke up it was the next moring and the kid was gone and only the nurse was there. I felt better physically but emotionally I was totally wiped out. I returned to my cabin that night and was only at camp two more days. During that time I saw the guy but he never talked to me or I to him. I felt like someone had sanded my penis it was so red and sore. For several years I would get physically sick when experiencing an erect. I refuse to let anyone touch me anywhere and went into couselling two months after returning home. My parents felt it was due to my adoption and reaching the age when I understood. That wasn’t it but the cousellor took that lead so I went with it because I was not ready to tell an adult what I let happen. I should have said “Take your freaking hands off me you pervert!!!” I never played sports of any kind after that because I never wanted to be seen naked in a locker room. It was like people would know if they saw me nude. I would wear my swimming suit to the water park under my clothes so I would not have to dress in front of others. I spent in the University dorm and s in the Frat house and never allowed anyone to see me naked. I would shower during dinner or in the middle of the night and always had a private room. I never told anyone about what happened. I think it was the reason I majored in Psychology. I think I am still working out some of the baggage it left in my life.
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